Time may heal a lot of things but I don't believe it will ever take away the sadness I feel when I think of him. Life has marched forward. The busyness of the round of daily duties fills in the moments but a day never passes that I don't think of him... and my heart continues to grieve... for the dreams that were lost.
Yet..
in the midst of the grief...
God continues to bless in so many ways
~He has given a greater appreciation
and thankfulness for loved ones who remain.
~He continues to teach me how to battle
the accusations and lies of the enemy
with His Truth.
~ He has given me a greater understanding
of the Gospel.
~He has loosened my hold
on this earth a little more.
~He has given a greater anticipation
for heaven.
Yes, life has changed but God keeps His promises.. to never leave or forsake us.. to comfort us in our sorrow... and to give grace in our time of need.
Yes, life has changed but God keeps His promises.. to never leave or forsake us.. to comfort us in our sorrow... and to give grace in our time of need.
And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, “Behold, the dwelling place of God is with man. He will dwell with them, and they will be his people, and God himself will be with them as their God. He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away. Revelation 21:3,4
Your post is so lovely and yes one day there will be no more suffering and death.
ReplyDeleteI ask questions also, like "Can't the LORD let me live to take care of my husband with Alzheimer's? What if He doesn't and my biopsy reveals cancer? "
Like you I just have to live one day at a time and do the next thing--great quote you once pointed out to me. Some things in this life will never make perfect sense, but we do have an awesome God to guide us each and every day.
Hugs and prayers,
Carol
Another great quote from Amy Carmichael is, "In acceptance lieth peace". THAT takes the grace of God. I'm sorry to hear about your biopsy concerns Carol. Please keep me updated. May God give you great comfort in the coming days. Love you!
DeleteYour post was written with so much love for your son, and for your awesome God.
ReplyDeleteOne day we will know all the answers, that day will be when we see Jesus.
May you continually feel God's love, peace and grace flowing through and surrounding you with each new day you are blessed with.
Love and hugs ~ FlowerLady
I've wanted to respond to your blog posts so many times but Firefox was giving me problems. I know you've had your own share of heartache and struggles Lorraine. It always blesses me to read of your trust in God.
DeleteMy new favorite verse is Revelations 21:5 He who was seated on the throne said, "I am making everything new!" ... I can't wait until I hear that in person.
ReplyDeleteI think of you often and have wondered how you are doing. Yes... one day all things will be made new. Precious verse. Write when you have time and let me know how you are doing.
DeleteI'm sorry for your loss. We've also experienced suicide in my husband's family. There's always that sadness when you think of 'what could have been'.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry for your loss! You are in my thoughts and prayers!
ReplyDeleteBlessings~
Laura